This Night..

I ardii, age 22 years. still less should I learn to be an expert live. control yourself, against yourself and make sense of anything I have ever experienced. through fear of the future is less clear to haunt me. I have the ability, I have talent, but has not been done properly. maybe I'm less brave or less I have the guts to meet people at large, so I have not been able to overcome the disease within myself.

until now, I have not been able to listen to what counsel upright people. very difficult for me to beat this ego that is too high. I want to say is, this time I was in the midst of which I think is difficult to determine its direction. or I have to live it like water. oh, it's hard to ya allah. but, many people say, depending on how your settings in the way we give our thoughts and understanding.

life is very special, I still have much to learn from what I've gone through. the final word, I try and God will lead me. :)